What a big question! I know. I think I always wanted to understand myself better. I was always searching to learn and understand the depths of how and why I was and am today. That curiosity seemed to always be met with resistance from other people. Like they didn't understand why I was digging so deep. I guess it was also, as I know now, the way I was feeling about myself at the time. Insecure, not confident, and so I was attracting the wrong people into my life (well depending on which way you look at it, probably the right people for the right lessons!) So what does this have to do with who I am now? It's got to do with evolution. We cannot stand still, and so whether we choose to be curious or not, things will always move in another direction to keep us learning and evolving. It's inevitable. We cannot stop it, and neither should we want to. Wow, the joy I have felt from moving and shifting from one phase of my life to another has been incredible. I could only know who I am now because of those changes in direction and new chapters emerging. So who am I? Well today I'm still curious, I'm now confident, and I continue to be kind to myself. Tomorrow who knows.
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